Cancer - "The Strangest Peace" | October 24th 2022

10/24/2022

The harder the journey gets, the softer that pillow hits.

I once had nightmares for years, then lucid dreams interrupted the devil and now I see nothing but black. Emptiness; the strangest peace you didn't know you needed. Yet, I find myself missing the nightmares. They reminded me that I was alive. I could taste blood in the snow like an ice cream cone made from the darkest of drizzles. I’ve crawled out of the mouth of a dead whale and swam to a shore made of pearl colored marble, hippos chasing behind me with half of their heads in the water, only their eyes and ears visible. I wondered who I would be without the nightmares. Who would I be without the taste of terror on my tongue, salted with blood laced snow storms? Who would I be without becoming the dinner of a dead fish? I suppose I’m willing to find out.

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Angela

10/24/2022 11:05:46 pm

I’m a recovering addict, now 53… I’ve been clean 4 years and these last 4 years have been the most painful I can remember. I started drinking at 12, first hit of acid in 9th grade … and just went from the better buzz as the years passed. I went from my organs giving out in detox to divorcing my 2 husband of 16 years.. to an affair with a married man in the rooms of NA after 6 months.. and it’s completely took my life over!! I can not let him go!! The connection I feel with him is toxic as fuck… short story… of the last 4 years.. I found your channel.. never into tarot before , always a free spirit… hard headed as hell from a very young age.. still am!! I point to telling you any of this is You have helped me so much with your readings!! You inspire me to do better for myself!! I love your strength to be yourself!! I was that strong person,, until now!! I’m terrified of learning who I am … without drugs!! But would love to say Thank You so much for inspiring me to keep moving forward!! Angela

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